Its how its supposed to be!

Trying to fight the pain
lies building up inside
I'm about to go insane
hating the hand i was dealt
trying to get over this
running from all the troubles Ive felt
hiding my real feelings so i wouldn't have to hurt you
lieing when i said all those things
i cant really say i ever did love you
each "i want to be in your arms"
meant "i want to be in his"
each "i love you too"
meant " Ive fallen for him not you"
each tear i cried
was for him
I'm sorry to have put you through this
i know its hard
but trust me our love you wont miss
there was nothing ever there
just a lot of insecurities
that we just left cause we never bothered to care
so now its time to let go
to something that was gone along time ago
but don't walk away and still think of me
cause this is how its supposed to be!