I'm Sorry

Please stop hurting me
Its causing me much pain
You think your loving me
But it all feels the same

You said you wanted to be alone
You said you needed time to see
You said that you didn't know what you wanted
or if me you wanted to be

Friends we still are
Even though its really more
I said I would wait
To see if it would be as before

I'll wait as I promised
And that I will always keep
But still I am scared
Someone else you will meet

I tried my hardest
I tried with all my might
I feel that I failed
I think I've lost the fight

You will always have my heart
But i feel I'm slipping out of yours
Maybe its not true
But its hurting me down to the core

I don't know what I want you to say
I don't know what I want you to do
I just still want to believe
That your love is still true

This is not meant to be hurtful
I mean it in the nicest way
Cause between both of our hearts
Thats a game I do not wish to play

I'm sorry for not being what you wanted
I'm sorry for causing all the fights
I'm sorry for always pretending
That we were perfectly alright

I will always love you
And that will never change
I hope the way you felt for me
Will always remain the same

So with these lines
This poem will end
For a new friendship or something more
I hope will soon begin