He never felt the same

I'm just the other girl
the one thats number two.
my feelings really don't matter
thats something i always new.

Ive tried to stay strong,
and keep my head held high.
but its getting hard now,
maybe its time to say bye.

i never meant to hurt you
or to make you cry.
I'm sorry i messed up so bad,
but none of it was a lie.

i truly do love you,
you always have my heart
from the day i locked eyes with you,
i knew we'd never part.

every time we touched,
tingles went down my spine.
but the hardest thing was,
looking at you and knowing your not mine!