So I'll hold my breath & swallow my shame,
Choke on my words & suck it in,
As I tell you that I've lost my conscience.
You tell me there's something wrong with me.
I tell you how narrow your mind is,
And that I just want some control.
Anything to feel the emptiness,
To feel the ache inside,
The pain that consumes me.
To feel something, anything,
That let's me know I'm still alive..
