I cry myself to sleep nobody knows
i smile to hide the pain that noone notieces
i laugh to keep from crying
this life hasent turned out the way that i was hoping it would be
walking around a blank stare on my face
i dont wanna be here now
lost in this world of darkness
why cant i just be happy to?
life i kinda wanna say screw it and end it now
nothing to look forword to except another night of never ending tears
why can i just be happy to?
tired of feeling this way feel so alone in this big old world
its just me against the wold and the world is winning and no one is here to help me battle the world
on my own i guess thats how i will be
no one cares really do they?
there just like oh theres the sad girl lets laugh and point
this big black hole where is the light
i cant sem to find where im going
running in circles sreaming your names
you dont hear me or yuo do but your prending to not hear
the pain that im in all my crys out for help
why should you all care
you all got what you wanted
no worrys now right?
wish id die wish i could see who really cares
i wanna hear them say taht shes not gonna make it
so i can see who falls apart like i did
who cares enougth about me to miss me anyone?
what to i do when the worlds caving in on me
and i cant cach my breath
and eveything that even once made me happy is fading away quickly
with nothing i can do but watch it leave
i cant catch it for its leaving to fast
one day ill be happy
with the angels in the sky
singing and dancing
instead of bleeding and crying
this is not the life i imagined to have
why cant i take someones place in heaven
one that loved life and eveything it offered
id gladly take there place
give them another shotin the world
its crul and something that i cant handl anymore
the time has come
the holes gotten to tight
sufficating now
i can no longer escape
