LEAVE ME ALONE

Why am I here
With nothing
But fear and agony
Lost in my own little world
Guards up at all time
No ones brave enough to break it down

Tears flow down my face
One by one
Slowing gushing into more
My head twirling of our memories
Those bring nothing but sadness

Out in the dark midnight sky were stars twinkle
Is were our love is now
With no time to go back
And catch those little things called u and me

I stare out in the endless darkness
Thinking why did I let you do this to me
I tried and tried to get you off my mind
However, all I got back was this
Nothing

Now I sit here alone
With no one to hold close
No one to see me in such despair
Because of a boy
I once called boyfriend, best friend
A boy that I once said I love you to

Its funny how that one guy
Can make a perfect day horrible just
I wish could tell him how I feel
That I love him so much that I hate him
I’m 12 these emotions are not suppose to excise
You are not real just a fragment of my imagination
I keep telling my self but your face does not seem to
Get out my dreams

LEAVE ME ALONE
LEAVE ME ALONE
Why cant you get it through your think head
I do not want you anymore
Leave me alone
I have a life
I have friends,
School, step,
Family, boys, and a billion
Other things to worry about

You will not go away
What gives you the right to
Ruin my life
What did I do to deserve this
I thought love
Was good
Now your green eyes taunt me

I do not know why
I love you so much but
Yet I do not know why
I hate you so much

You use to make me laugh
Now Jared makes me laugh

I use to think you were the sweetest boy alive
Now I think Jose is

I use to think you were the cutest boy I know
Now Billy is

These guys together are perfect
I can get any of them if I wanted to
However, why is it I can’t you off my mind?