My haunting

My haunting, my brother

you take my words and twist them,
make me wish i hadn't said them.
you take my dreams and tare them,
so theres no way i can repair them.

your hash words cut like a knife,
taking the joy out of life.
killing me slowly,
left all alone. lonely.

my friends are your enemies,
my enemies your friends.
but the thing is,
were stuck together till the end.

your like a gun to my head,
with all the horrible thing you said.
and all the things you've yet to say,
the pain will never go away.

my heart is broken and forever gone,
it does fix, but not for long.
all the days lost in thought,
all the times your harsh words hurt.

so now tell me brother dear,
is it me you really fear.
you say I'm a shame to the family name,
but its you who they all blame.

the things our parents don't know,
are the things I Daren't show.
but one day they will finally see,
then i can shout and scream