Her photo on your display

I sit here
crying and bleeding
but you don't understand
why my heart is broken
you say you still love her
her photo on your display
your ex girl friend
not mine but her's
i know 3 yr's is a long time
and that i come second best
can i get use to the fact
you'll always love her?
how can you tell me
that you will always love her
and expect me not to bleed
i promised not to break your heart
but you never gave it to me from the start
cause she'll always have it
so what do i do
I'll tell you I'm OK
I'll say that I'm fine
but it's killing me inside
i just don't understand
why you would do it
put her pic up
did you not think
that it would break my heart
did you think I'd be OK
well if you did
you were wrong
but you'll never, never know
cause I'll sit
on the phone to you
with my happy voice on
but to look at me would be a different story
the tears running down my face
the hurt in my eyes
that blood that i have shed
and not yet cleaned up
but what can i do
someday I'll get use to it
I've already been sharing your heart
for 5 fcking month's
i have put up with so much
for half of your fcking love
i have dealt wit sharing you once
look what happened there
but it's OK
as long as you think I'm fine
you don't have to worry