Just a few more

The day i die
you will all wonder what happened
you'll wonder why
what went wrong

this is the day i fall
come crashing down
losing it all
I've hit the end

you never truly knew
what was going on
and why i had to do
the words in my head

i sit here, can't stop my cries
but i told you i was fine
I'm sick to death of your lies
they pushed me to the edge

but you all will never know
cause i will never share
why i felt to low
so don't you worry

don't cry for me
dry your eyes
maybe know you will see
how bad it really was

but don't you say you love me still
cause i know it's a lie
but it's to late, I've taken the pill
just leave me know to die

i sit on my bedroom floor
fist aching and bruise
from punching the door
I'm surprised they can still move

just a few cuts
on my legs
no, fck off, no buts
just a little deeper

my blood runs cold
tears fall
my heart you sold
cause it doesn't mean anything to you

so as i die
don't think of what i did
wonder fcking why
you used me in the first place