He always knows when to hold her hand
and when to brush his palms against her cheek
he knows why she is hurting, when she cries
they do not have to speak.
He knows how to make her smiles last
and how to touch her heart so deep
just the exact way he knows
how to send shivers from her head to her feet.
He knows that flowers melt her
and he knows her favorite kind
he knows when he should give her some
he always has her on his mind.
He calls her for no reason
just because he misses her voice
from all the girls all over
she's his only choice.
When he looks her in the eyes
she knows they are meant to be
together their eyes could be one
each other they only see
He gives her all she needs and more
he listens when shes sad
and he always knows when shes happy
because it's him that makes her glad.
He picks her over his friends
he tells them he is whipped
he's completely head over heels in love
her love hit him and he wasn't equipped.
Whenever she calls, he jumps
whenever she needs, he's there
his lungs fill up with her everyday
because she is his only air.
He wanted to propose but he was shy
no point in her being his wife
she was already the most that she could be
she was his soul and his entire life.
A ring was just a symbol
it could not measure what he felt
it could not convey all the times
that her kiss had made him melt.
He'd love to strip her of her beauty
all outter appearance and sexual tempt
to see nothing else but her bare soul
his love, and everything else exempt.
Whenever he would tickle her
she would tell him to stop
but he knew she didn't want him to
so he'd continue till she dropped.
He'd rub her back when it was sore
he'd read her romeo and juliet
but then he'd change the ending
and make up stories of how they met.
sometimes she would yell at him
and at night he would literally cry
scared that one day she up and leave
he never wanted to hear her good bye
he put everything out on the line for her
opened his heart and let her dig around
hoping that she'd find something
that she had never before not once found.
Gave her the world and heaven
hoped that it would be enough
trying to lie and make sure his friends
always thought that he was tough.
everyone thought he was crazy
thought that it was just a crush
was bored of drugs
and just needed a different rush.
but something held him very strong
and she would make him weak
thinking about her minute by minute
and week by week by week.
Meanwhile, she had decided
that his love had become too much
that she was not just his everything
but that on the world she was his clutch
It took all of her strength to end it
all of her will to send him away
all of her might to shut the door in his face
when he was screaming for her to stay.
It took everything inside of her to leave
she was just scared that he was too close
that she had given him a little of her drug
and he had taken a heavy overdose.
His tears did not bring her back
His screams did not bring her back
every inch of his poor heart
had been horribly attacked.
He decided he would do it
he could not live without her in his life
he would have proposed he would have
he would have made her his wife.
His family was getting worried
scared his was losing his mind
but he had already lost his heart
not much more he could leave behind
He hated himself, he did
for not being able to give her the universe
hated all the love he could not hate
how could anything in his life get worse?
Every minute felt like an hour
he couldn't go on anymore
since she was no longer his air
breathing had become a chore.
He was about to slit his wrists
when his parents opened the door
they told him that there had been a death
he didn't want to hear anything more
They handed him the note she left
she had written it before she died
he shivered as he held it close
dropped his knife and cried.
My love shall drip from these words I write
it shall explode upon this page
sorry I had to leave myself in such a painful stage
When you find someone you can't live without
and you try living without them still
you don't just loose yourself and hope
in life you loose your will
I was wrong to turn my back and run
run from your love that would just catch me
find me and hug me tightly
bottle me up and snatch me.
I hurt you and that's something I couldn't bare
tried to come back then wasn't strong enough
to show my face
You deserve so much better but I leave my love
in this letter just in case.
In case you need something to live for
when you are wandering the world without me
in case you need to taste my love some more
not being able to be about me
So next time some girl leaves you
don't ever think your worthless
remember the one that couldn't bare life without you
that splattered your heart a mess
He closed the letter without reading more
then wrote 'his love' on the back
writing it big and boldly
in a pen with ink the darkest black
They found him in the bathtub
with wrists bleeding and water running cold
love written on his bleeding chest
with a sharp blade he had made it bold
If love is something to live for
then love is something to die for
if love is something to strive for
then love is something to cry for
They thought he was crazy for doing it
but they weren't around to hear the fights
weren't there in his soul watching him
as he was devoured by all the loveless nights
