September 12th, 2007

There is nothing worse than the first two weeks of a break up
the first part of a break up
Is almost as bad as the first time guys have sex
Its boring.
Awkward,
and we keep telling eachother we're doing it right but its a lie
The first part of the break up,
Your on my mind more than you ever were
So I clean, everything in my house.
i clean my way into forgetting about you, but then I find things I couldn't when we were together
Your sweater,
Your favorite movie,
Myself,
But most of all i find every single detail about all the reasons Im in love with yon untill my room reeks of your influence
And I keep wanting to invite you over
But love cant live here anymore
She might bring her children
jealousy and neglect......
Those two run around my crib always BREAKING shit
And I can never seem to clean up fast enough
They tend to RUIN romantic moments with questions
And lies
And I can see they're children when I look into their eyes
they belong to you and I
Not knowing we had them
But now they live in the next room
Always bargin in talkin' bout they havin nightmares and wanna sleep with us too
Jealousy dreams about deceiving so thats what we do.
Live out each others nightmares untill we're plentiful with problems And solvings not an option cuz solutions are few
Neglect kicked me in my bed last night sayin I dont love her like jealousy and you
I told her yeah, but she still looks so much like you two.
And I thought id be cool
But I still see you on corners, and stores, and in windows im passing
And in conversations and phrases and menus and laughing
And song after song that they play back
Cant seem to get laid back, .
i cant get my life back
I just want my day back
THEY SAY
It takes 3 times as long to forget as it was to know
So I sit alone in my clean room talkin bout
two weeks down.
And about 3 years to go.
For all the women in the world that think men dont burn
Cuz when it comes to heart break it is never anyones turn
It never matters whos fault it was, or who's to blame
Cuz in the first part of a break up
ALONE
always feels the same