What will it take

I fall, I hurt, sometimes I don't wanna keep fighting, I feel stupid at times, I get scared and run. But what will it take? Losing someone you love, almost losing your life again, hurting your friends and family that mean the most to you? Life is to short to wait until tomorrow do you enjoy watching the ones that mean so much in life you would do anything for hurt to the point they plot death on themselves? What will it take for you to realize that you need to stop worrying about the little things like what you will wear.. or who you should be dating. People need you people look up to you more then you know. Don't sit back and let others determine your future or be defined by your past. What will it take for you to stop what you are doing and what direction your heading yourself in? The bottom of the bottle will never solve anything people aren't perfect but your choices make a difference. We need to stop sitting in the stands hoping for something to happen. Its not easy, I cry myself to sleep, I wish sometimes I just wouldn't wake up at all. But I don't wanna see you cry another tear.. I want to be the one to help you overcome your fears.. I wanna help you get through this.. I promise friend no matter what it takes or how my heart breaks I'm here.