Why?

Sometimes I stop and wonder what I saw in you. Wat it in your smile, of simplicity in the things you do? You were always so calm and kind, and you didn't mind being different, or care about what other had to say about you. I found myself attracted to you from the moment we met. The way you made me smile, I will never forget. My friends thought I was crazy, but it was love at first sight and my heart lead me to believe you were Mr. Right. My entire mind was so far from the truth, but I could not see it at the time. It wasn't easy being so close, yet so far away. Not knowing how you felt, you kept me in your bondage everyday. I kept you in my prayers constantly, in hopes you would see just how much I cared for you. Maybe one day my prayers could be answered. You said you would try to like me, but it was all a lie. I guess I was another toy, a game you like to play. I wish I had known sooner you never planned to stay. All the empty promises youblead me to believe. How can you be so foolish and easily deceived? I wish I had known sooner you needed to be free. But you're the one that stole my heart and now you hold the key to my broken heart. My dreams turned into nightmares, the way they ended. You left without discussing it, I found out from a friend. How could you live with yourself knowing what you did? You didn't act like a man, you acted like a boy. Running from the truth was your easy way out. I wish you could be honest, to gently say...we were through! I've come to realize that love is a fairy tale. No matter what, how hard I've tried, I always seem to fail. Why do some have the power to love and others always seem to loose? Is it just that I'm unlucky with the man that I chose? I think I'll stay be myself and take my broken heart that was once free. I'll keep it in a safe place and wait for someone who is actally worth giving it to.