Missing You

I think I miss you more now
Now that its been a while
The reality has set in
And I cant stop thinking about you

Everyone said it would get easier
But its the exact opposite
I dont want to live without you
I cant live without you

People tell me I have so much to live for
But without you I have nothing to live for
You were and still are my life

I still cant believe you're not home
Every night when I get back
I still keep expecting you to be on the other end of the phone
It almost kills me when youre not

I cant believe its all happening again
Why did Kellie deserve to die?
As much as I am missing Kellie
It makes it so much harder when Ive already lost you

I miss you like crazy and will forever