Hate

Why do people keep telling me Im doing so well?
Youre so brave
Youre so strong
Are they honestly that blind?

How can they not understand
That Im dying inside
How do they not realise
How much I have lost?

My mum was my life
She meant the world to me
I would kill someone else
Just if I could get her back

Why does no one understand
The way I feel?
I have lost my heart
Not just my mum

I dont want to try anymore
I dont care anymore
What the hell is wrong with you people?
Try living in my head you d****
I hate you!