I never got to say a proper goodbye
Not while you were still awake
You lost control so fast
One minute you were there and the next you were floating in a different world
I cant remember if I said I love you
On that day you were still awake
But god I hope I did
Because I will love you for every minute of the rest of my life
I hope you know how much I loved you
How much I cared about you
There are so many things I regret
If I could take them all back I would
I know sometimes I was angry
But it was never to do with you
It was my frustration of not being able to help you when you were so sick
I wish you had told me how much you were hurting
I wish I could have made you feel better
But you only ever thought of others
You didnt want anyone to worry
Little did you know I was always worried about you
I will never forget what you looked like in the hospital
Its a memory that wont stop haunting me
I was so scared to be in there with you
You didnt even look like my mum
