I'm sitting here trying to remember the days.
it seems to be such a suicidal haze.
like a tainted and sadistic killer plays.
I can not seem to remember what happened after the Blaze.
I hope it was a dream. and not a faze.
don't take me away but i think blood was spilled.
I think i did something bad, I believe that I killed.
I know now what has happened.
I burned.
and this one i never earned.
I did nothing but laugh as the body churned.
how to change.
oh how i plea.
NO..
second thought, I am beginning to like the new me.
