I lie here on the ground
Not being able to move or speak
The walls are spinning around me
I hear voices...but yet none i recognise...
Tears streaming down my face
Is this a nightmare or something i did wrong?
My body starts to move in wierd directions...the room spinning faster...my jaw opens widely and multicoloured liquid comes out spreading all over the white walls, i cant stop myself...the voices are getting louder and louder and louder...stop!
I wake up...i look beside me seeing an empty alcohol bottle and the empty jars of medication...I begin to slowly come back to reality...