In the place of all excuses, why cant they just tell the truth?why cant they look into the eyes of an angel and say there was something wrong?
cant they not deny them selves?can they not take the blame? don't try to convince us with your tears. don't try to convince us with your words.it is all shown with in your actions.
you were wrong and you broke my heart, but show no pity. were you a mom to me? did you treat your child with love?
and the answer was always NO.
no faith was gives. no hope was spread. only a life was taken and it belonged to me.
as my soul begins its journey of exiting my body. no life has flashed before my eyes. it was only me laid upon the bathroom floor with bloody wrist.
there was no life only a fantasy.its hard to remember, but begins to sink in.
i hear a voice so gentle,so beautiful and so pure.
she tells me stay, but she is too late.
she sheds a tear which begins to take over my soul.
i reach out to her but she vanishes. i call a name i never thought i would call.
as i fall upon the ground, and as her existence becomes a lost memory. i shall remember the one i once called mother.
my fantasy ends here along with my life. but that angel has found its way toward my heart.
