Why falling in love is so hard and full of twists and turns?!
some says never fall in love with a friend for closeness will be at stake. which one is better, you fell in love first then you become good friends or one way or another? but then again they would say, ex lover can never be good friends!
catch me im falling, falling fast again...
that's my tight spot. we are friends. then became really good friends in a very short period of time. and for that, the broken hearted me felt so cosset and my soul appreciated the console done by this person. Bitterness!!
here comes the pits -- Eros start to fill in, ,
now im in love with this so called friend of mine.
or shall I say he made me fall in love with him. I dunno, or maybe he is just born like a real sweetie.
its like his everything. he becomes the reason why i go to work everyday. its not normal if we donâ??t see each other. i started to feel jealous whenever his talking to any women,(but of course i just keep it to my self).. then started to wish that he feel the same way too
reality bites!
i was still in the verge if i should let him know about my feelings or not. but there are times that i would crack a joke if how much he mean to me and that i appreciate him so much. there are times too that he would ask me to look for a gf for her and i would reply why looking if im already here, but he would just reply that im not his type. and sometimes he would say, i want you to keep in mind, it cant be us because I am gay. . i really dont think that he is gay, but its feasible that im not his type.. then one day out of the blue, he confer to me that his having problem, he is courting someone but the girl is currently in a relationship.
Suddenly thing seems to be grayed out. The pain is unexplainable.
Damn I should have listened to my best friend and that is not to fall in love with a friend.
