When I'm lying in your bed
Play the motions through my head
You know that I'm thinking, I'm thinking...
And I have reasons to believe that
I'm not the only one you spend this time with, but I'll stay...
You say, you're weak,
You won't let me down.
You lie through your teeth,
You smile in your sleep.
When we met
You said we were the same,
You know that we're different.
And all the times you promised me that
Everything would work out in the end
you were gravely mistaken.
I dream of steel. Maroon and warm,
Your end.
You gasp for air.
I'll see this through
Your pale blue eyes.
When you're lying in your bed,
Your eulogy's been read
You know that it's fitting, you lie.
You smile,
smile in your sleep.
I deserve better than this
