I'm terribly sorry for your loss. This poem made me cry, because I use to have a best guy friend, but we never told each other, how we felt. Now its to late. I can relate to this so much. Even if people can't relate they can feel the emotion. Please keep writing.

A very well written poem. You expressed yourself very well. SO sad
Well done,

Shadow dancer

p.s. notes like the one you had at the top work better down the bottom, i find. Just a suggestion