All around me are broken pierces of a broken world..faded pictures barley visible beneath the rubbage bring a tear to my eye and alone I sit and cry.
At night I used to wish upon the stars in a hopeless attempt to find the dreams bursting inside me...
That was then...a mist of Grey now blankets the sky, a horrid reminder of the fateful day I've tried so hard to just forget....
The day a terrible storm came to steal away the laughter, joy, and color...leaving my world black and white.
I swore it would never come to this...yet here I stand inside this broken place.. grieving once more at the foot of your grave...only your not dead...just far away...so far...but so close. You were the only one who I could trust...
Well thanks to you, now I think a little differently...
like a scared lonely puppy I run and hide at the first sign of possible danger...afraid to love...afraid to trust..terrified to open my heart only to give someone else chance to rip it out again...
Years later here I am...finally cradled in his loving arms...I promised myself I would never trust again, look what he's done, he has broken the wall I spent so long to build...he's stolen my heart and theirs nothing I can do about it...
I find myself longing to stay here forever...such a mix of warmth and comfort swirling in his loving eyes...for once in my life I feel safe...I want to be with him forever..and when he leaves tears race to my eyes yet I turn away, for every time he leaves I feel a piece of my heart die inside...
Apart of me is terrified....scared to death of entrusting him with the power to break my heart of Crystal...
I don't think he understands how much I need him...
I'm falling in love for the first time ever.....please don't break my heart...I don't wanna get heart again....please stay...let me know how much you care...because inside I'm still just a little girl...insecure and lonely...desperately seeking out the love she's always known she'd find out day....please don't leave her like the rest...for you see your the one who showed her what real love is.
