Dream Of Reality

Relapse, i thought i was through?
unforgettable past, haunting each day anew.
this demon captures my mighty light,
turns my happy ending into an undesirable fight.

rising only to fall, trying only to lose.
not knowing what it is in life that i'm trying to prove.
should i stay? should i leave? i don't know.
either way i am lost, still not knowing where to go.

while walking this path i see the uglies of the world.
things never seen of, things never heard.
i chant a prayer with all i have in me,
&all this evil surroundings start disappearing.

i look up to find a clear blue sky,
i ask myself did this really happen&if so, why?
i hear a strong voice saying " is this all what it really seems to be? "
&a feel a shake, i awake, it was all just a dream.

the realization of what i'm doing in the natural is wrong,
had hit me in my slumber, a fantasy seeming so real, it had to be that strong.
don't let your past decide how your future will occur,
a fresh new start awaits you, all the past will just be a blur.