WOW...that's like the only word I could think of to describe this poem!!! Golly-Gee-Whiz....I feel exactly the same!!! But you said it better....

My feelings mean more to paper
Than they do to you...

Love it!!!!

Beautifully done! i love it 5/5. You have great ideas! keep up the good work

WOOOWW..
Okay I say "I can relate" to many people, many times, but I never ment it as much as I do right this moment ! :) I can so relate to every little thing you wrote down , like the part that your friends aren't that great anymore in listening, probably because they don't know what to say to you anymore to make you feel better. Well, that's the case with me.
"My friends all say
That he isn't worth it
He isn't worth all my suffering
All of my pain,
But if I didn't have him,
What would my life be worth? "
Can especially relate to this part, actually to all of the poem really. I reallyr recognize myself in this, looks like something I would write (but you probably did a better job than I would ;) )
WELL DONE !! and if you want to tell me your story please message me, i'd like to hear if you're kinda going through the same. :)
Sarah x x

Wow I loved it! A great read! You did a great job on this! Lots of emotion....very well written...love it! keep writing!!!!