Thought my family, my dad, my mum where the people I could trust and turn to
Should have known better - even when I was a baby and cried you didn't care
I'm still alive and still aware
You rejected me, you crushed my heart and torn it into pieces and left me naked and alone
What kind of family are you no more than people with heart's of stone
People don't cry when you call and they don't pick up the phone
You maked me afraid of darkness and coldness, afraid of being alone
But now I have grown
Your coldness, broke me into pieces, you have tared me apart, easy, believe me, I was a child and you sat at the crown
Today I'm strong and I wish for you to leave me alone
I'm not afraid anymore and people might think I too have a heart of stone
Fact is that I have learned to live, learned to survive, I have to seek the light, avoid the dark, enjoy the sun and be aware of some rain
I wont let anyone into my heart again
Unless someone break my chain
It's my heart
Once you tared it it apart
Please don't fool me again
I'm an human being and fragile like porcelain
I don't have a heart of stone
I was in trouble once, I was too young to know
You where older and wiser, my parent's, you performed but what kind of show
A show of isolation, hate and coldness
Because of you I was born don't you think you maked some kind mess
When you dropped your wallet you picked it up faster than a rocket in motion
When I fall on my knees I had to raise all alone even through I was a little kid - still I could see you watch all along - felt like slow-motion
I didn't have any other choice
But I could all the time hear the coldness in your voice
Course your heart's of stone
You maked life better all alone
I don't have a heart of stone
Like one seek shelter for the rain, light a candle in the dark, I need a shelter from the pain you have cost me, for the cross you have forced me to wear and my shelter is being alone
You did not even pick up the phone
Sorry because I needed one, sorry for being human, sorry for the need of someone to talk to but now you don't even need a phone
Today I have learned to be alone
We can both live alone
Live your life's as you wish and let me live the rest of my life as I wish - alone
Let me be alone
It hurts to much to be with people with a heart of stone
You might think you learned me how to fight
Well you didn't give me any chance - right
I'll get offensive and defensive, life matters for me and everyone, I will defend and fight for my life, together or alone
De-fence from you is being alone
Sorry but I have to go, I have to listen to my heart, some day even god might be in the phone