The Pain.

What have i done
to deserve
this everlasting pain
had i known
nothngness is all ill ever gain..
i would have befriended the pain
and not gotten slain..
by the sharpness
of the broken glass
i saw us in, in the darkness.
that clouded the depths of my soul..

the clocks have stopped..
snow is falling..
people walking past me,
past my soul..
standing by my grave,
a red rose lays on my tombstone..
frozen by the coldness that surrounds me..
where i lay..
he snow covering me..
like a blanket
comforting a shivering maiden..

walking away,
leaving no footsteps
my soul does not look back..
facing another lie,
its heart gone cold..
the cold wind blowing past it,
bringing your memories, the love you promised me..
onto my grave..
reminding me of the nothingness I gained..
the chill in the air
does not affect me..
as I lay dead amongst the warm darkness of my grave...