So much I hide within myself
When I should let it go
So much you think you know about me
When really you know nothing at all
I want a way to change my life
To change the way I am
Since she left my side
I've crawled back in my shell
I used to be so happy
I used to be myself
But now so much as changed
And I can't help but cry
Wanting to change it all forever
Change it all for the better
Changing and rearranging
In hope of feeling free
Changing and rearranging...
For life
If there was a way for me to say
How much I hurt inside
I wouldn't be living this life I live
Living this one big lie
Talk of giving up believing
These dreams were never real
But she was my only friend
And somethings never change
I used to be so happy
I used to be myself
But now so much as changed
And I can't help but cry
Wanting to change it all forever
Change it all for the better
Changing and rearranging
In hope of feeling free
Changing and rearranging...
For life
Losing control of my life
As things turn to a blur
I feel a tear roll down my cheek
And suddenly I fear
The things I thought that I once knew
The life I thought I lived
Have forced me to this corner
'Cause there's no more I can give
