I sit
by the water
staring at the glassy seas
You sit
silently
next to me
You want to help
I know you do
but you cant possibly understand
what i'm going through
You've tried to save me
gripped my hand
but i've slipped
out of your grasp
I slip further down
without a sound
and take the gun in my hands
You don't know
but i follow through with my plans
The next day
you find me
where we had last been
lying here silently
with a note in my hand
I apologize
for all the trouble
that i cause
and thanks for all you do
I and don't forget
I've always loved you
You fold it up
Keep it safe
remember my
fateful day
thanks for the help
but i was too gone to save
thats the last thing i want to say
Before i really follow through
with my fateful day
as i take it in my hands
and end my life
that is too gone to save
