Dear Daddy

God release me from these chains, these chains of insanity. Let me think for myself, I think Im fine why do you say Im not? I freak out because I can't be what you want. Throw me in the ring Ill take another blow, This is what I do I go with the flow. Salty tears run down my pale gaunt cheeks, As my conscience begins to leak. I try so hard to do my best, In case you haven't noticed Im much different from the rest. The things I do I do my way, I obviously dont care what you say. Dont try and figure me out it's not gonna happen, but while you try I'll sit here laughing. Im sick of being taken advantage of, I can't believe you call this unconditional love. Your right you raised me better then this, But hey, I still hit and I still miss. An abundance of opportunity all around, But daddy's to busy polishing Britt's crown. I know you hate my wordly ways, but this is my life you have no say. Meet it or beat it thats how I see it.Watch me climb and watch me fall, but dont you dare say I cant have it all. Im gonna make it I know I am, I dont need to do it by holding your hand. Money isn't everything, nor is fame. Its nothing, life is just a game. A game you think I'll probably lose, but it's my fate so I will choose. Im only 19 what do you expect? An office a home a checkbook and a desk? Your expectations are a bit to high, but dont doubt me I'm gonna try. But not for you, Im gonna do it for me, Then from these chains I will be set free. If you respect me, I'll respect you. Guess what Im figuring it out I even got a clue!!! Too bad you just can't listen, because I actually have a plan, your just pissed because you think I didn't run it by the bug man. My faith is stronger then you know, Its just something I lack to show. God knows what Im up to, But please dont be sad it doesn't involve you. I love you dad with all my heart, but this is my life that I must start.....NOT YOU....