The weakness has over come me
No more strength to pick me up.
I used to deal with so much faith
This time it fuc*** me up.
I'm not sure just what happened
That made me want to die.
Maybe it was losing him
And realizing it was all a lie.
If only I could take it back
The night I let him go.
I know that I would be okay
I wouldn't feel so low.
I think if I could fix all this
I'd do it right away.
Even though he treated me like shit
I miss him everyday.
I thought that I was over him
And that I felt for him no love.
But I lied to myself, and everyone else
Just so I'd look tough.
