I���¢�¯�¿�½�¯�¿�½m so confused about you,
Part of me says love you,
Another part says to leave you,
But what do I do,
This beautiful and angelic person,
I now have to let go of,
Telling myself I want to be with you,
What am I with you for?
Why are you still with me?
After all the times I got a foot out the door,
The nights I cried over you,
Not sure on why I���¢�¯�¿�½�¯�¿�½m still here with you,
Is this punishment for me?
Is this payback for the pain that I caused?
Walking around feeling like someone else,
Sitting here writing poems that mean nothing at all.