Is it real?
Is it true?
Or is it nothing but a hopeless dream..
I keep on praying someday there will be a me and you...
But are you really wishing on the same star?
I'm holding on...but all I want to do is just let go...
I'm sick of disappointments, I'm tired of broken promises filled with emptiness...
I guess its true the saying goes, nothing good ever lasts for long...
All my life, I've cried out just not to be alone...
its all I've wanted...its all I've ever needed.
Maybe I should just except the fact that luck has never been a Friend of mine...
yet I can't kill the part of me that longs so hard to hope again...
I can't stop the pain inside....slowly killing me.
How much longer will this last?
Can't it ever just work out?
For once...can't something good just last?
Sorrow and misery serve as my only comfort.
I long to feel strong arms rap around my waist and hold me tight...never to let go.
Yet...its just a fantasy.
Can't you see me?
Can't you see theres more then what may appear?
When you look into my eyes...look carefully...behind the mascaraed is where the hollow apathy lies...
A shattered life, an empty soul,
lies that only feed the flame,
bitterness,
an open heart....yet still guarded.
Bleeding crimson misery....drowning in a sea of tears.
A scared and lonely little girl...lost in a prison wasteland.
No one's there, and no one cares, she is left to face the world defenseless...
Screaming voices, taunting sneers, driving her to turn and run away...but where can she go?
No one's there to dry her tears, no ones there to draw her close, and so she keeps on running...never knowing where the journey ends.
She doesn't even realize...her pain has blinded her to see the danger she is fleeing to.
Someday the truth will be revealed, in a flash that little girl will race to Jesus...and in his arms, his scars will heal the broken pieces.
