Only invisible, only nothing

Jealousy
Has got a tight grip on me

Jealousy
Its taking over my life

Its suffocating me, and I cant breath
I wanna end it all tonight
But dont put the blame on me
Blame it all on jealousy

Alone, with a half smile shown
Sitting all alone
Halfway alone
But I still have my friends of pain
And Im so faded I dont even think

No tears will fall
Because Im used to this
Feeling like somethings missing

No blood will run
Beacause Ive run dry
He wont come
To save me from everything

Im only invisible

Im only nothing