I'm Sorry

I'm sorry for the fights,
I'm sorry for the sleepless nights.
I'm sorry for always crying,
I'm sorry for always thinking of dying.
I'm sorry growing up to fast,
I'm sorry the goodness in me couldnâ??t last.
I'm sorry for the ifs and buts.
I'm sorry for all the bloodstained sheets,
I'm sorry I couldnâ??t last a couple more week's.
I'm sorry for causing all the pain,
I'm sorry for always making it rain.
I'm sorry for all that went wrong,
I'm sorry that I am gone.
I'm sorry that I couldnâ??t go on,
I'm just so sorry,
I'm sorry for all the worry.
I'm sorry no one could catch me when I was falling.
I'm sorry I just kept calling.
I'm sorry but I grew tired,
I'm sorry that I lied.
I'm sorry that you thought it was all ok,
I'm sorry I never told you that I wanted to die,
I'm sorry for all those tears you cry.
I'm sorry for leaving you alone,
I'm sorry for breaking our happy home.
I'm sorry for being so weak,
I'm sorry for turning into a freak
I'm sorry for being so naïve,
I'm sorry that I didnâ??t believe that he did wrong.
I'm sorry you'll never hear my song.
I'm sorry I just laid on the ground,
I'm sorry if my body is ever found.
I'm sorry that I let it fall apart
I'm sorry I let him pull me apart.
I'm sorry you could never ease the pain,
I'm sorry all my life's blood ran down the drain.
I'm sorry for all the razorblades.
I'm sorry I choke as your image fades.
I'm sorry as my heartbeat flattens,
I'm sorry as like a mirror my hear heart shatters
I'm sorry for my body on the floor,
I'm sorry I just couldnâ??t take anymore
I'm sorry I never saw it getting any better
I'm sorry for leaving behind just one sorry letter.