Leave Me Alone

Here I lie
In a world filled with hate and lies
A society based on the numbers of friends and enemies
As a black cat who hides in the shadows
I quietly observe

I walk on in silence
As all around me
Punches are thrown
Harsh words are sent
War bands are created
And the loners are trashed on for being outcasts
I am one of them, but I can stay invisible

I have no friends
And nor do I need them
The people I see are merely people I know
They are my cover
In a world of 6 billion people
There's not a single person I want to see or talk too
I am the final human in this world
And it's my thoughts that keep me company

I resent each presence that meets my path
One mind that meets another can only result in chaos
In defense, I say what needs to be said and give a quick farewell
A shadow who lives in darkness must not be seen in the light
Or my mission is jeapordized

My only goal, is to oversee the world
As it quickly plunges itself into its own destruction
As all life is brought to a rapid end
Out of curiosity, my soul remains attached to this body
To watch the sufferings of both innocence and evil

I laugh in quiet amusement
For as if I'm covered in porcupine needles
The people keep their distance from me
But like a firefly, I am still drawn to the brilliant lights
The souls that emenate with kindness and love

I run and I hide
Before I lose who I am
For I must remain as heartless as matter
Yet the agitations still haunt me
My quiet world is disturbed by useless emotions
And the voices of a thousand thoughts bring me to madness
I become my own enemy
My life becomes nothing but a mindless struggle against falling in love with such a dying world
When all I wished for was to be left alone in darkness and silence

Do not love me
Do not hate me
Do not fear me
Pain is all that will result if you get close to me
I do not wish for my world to be destroyed by sadness and regrets
Or for another's world to be destroyed as a result of my own actions
Forget I even exist
There's only one thing I want
Please...
Leave me alone.