The Calmity of Silence

The Calmity of Silence
By My Decadent

Demons have no feelings - but I felt pain...

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Condemned to suffer and die in the dark -
That's how I felt when you broke my heart;
My mind was haunted by the anguishing pain
Provoked by the coldness of my eyelid's rain.

You only know what you have when it's gone -
I felt like a hollow lake without a graceful swan
To slide gently upon its crystalline surface;
I felt like a painter with brushes but no canvas.

I felt pain for the first time back then -
Felt like I was one of these pathetic mortal men,
And tears burnt my eyes for the very first time
As my heart longed for you to be again mine.

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The once darkened sky is fading to lighter shades of gray -
This dreadful world could be amazing if you were to stay
Here with me forever and for always, my eternal companion;
You could be the queen and I could be thy servant minion...

Sleepless nights... so many thoughts running through my head -
I couldn't think straight or even rest on my stone bed;
It was as if glass shattered deep within my mind
In this forsaken place I could not otherwise find...

But the calmity of silence is settled once more inside -
I now have your arms in which I can anytime hide;
Your presence is all that I need, all that I desire;
Love is burning my core like Hell's destructive fire...

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Demons are immortal - but I would die without you...

Love always,
Your Decadent.