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by Crystal Oct 4, 2007 category : Sadness, depression / about depression
Don't tell me not to cry, Don't you dare tell me there's a reason why? You don't know how I'm feeling inside, Or how much I hurt. You think I should just go on with my life Forget about that night. You want me to be strong when in fact deep down I feel numb. full of sorrow, full of hate I don't want to go along at this rate I don't expect you to understand For no apparent reason I break down and these tears flow to the ground My life has changed forever, you see. That's why I am not acting like me. Don't try to act like nothing happened Because it has. It has changed my life forever I will never be the same. Not today, Not tomorrow, Not ever. The best thing you can do Is just be there for me Just like you are with everyone else I shouldn't have to be the one Asking for you to come and be near me you should already know what to do. My heart is broken and in pieces I don't know what to do I am at a loss. I wish some times that this emptiness would swallow me up I don't want this hurt I am tired of this pain Why won't it just go away? Don't you dare tell me to forget