Chasing Shadows

I think I need a savior
Someone to mend my broken hear
Piece it back together with wire
I don't even know where to start

This room is so small and suffocating
I can hardly breathe
You left me alone and suffering
You even broke my heart and leave

I guess all this is wrong and ugly
The way you leave me be
But there's nothing I can do but say I'm sorry
With tears you cannot see

I saw forever in you
I don't know why you didn't do too
It's just how much I love you
That's breaking my heart into more than 2

I wish one day you'd remember me
Realize what you have done
How you slowly killed me
And never got it undone

It burns me to know
That you've got a new beau
I guess that's something I gotta get used to
As that's nothing new

I wish you'd wake up one day
With a thought striked in your head
That come what may
I'm the one you love, miss and needed.

When I hear you say those 3 words
Yet you never cared
I hope those words are as true
As they were last summer

I love you from the deepest put of my heart
The place no one else is in
A place reserved for you from the start
Is that such a sin?

You threw away our love
For a major crush you've got
Is it really that worthwhile?
Is that what you really thought?

You're willing to break me
But can't even say a word to her
Am I really nothing anymore
All those from past year

Let me tell you why
I'd die for you
Please tell me honestly
If you'd die for me too

All those tender loving kisses
Planted all over me
Are nothing but memories
Washed away at sea

Will she love you the same
The same way I did
Wil you repeat all those sweet nothings to her?
All those that's meant for me

Will you love her the same
The same way you used to love me?
Is this just another game?
Or is this pain never-ending?

I'm just chasing shadows
Chasing the past
Chasing for something that
I thought will last