Guilty

I still remember the days we spent
I still remember your soul's hint
I still love your silent shout
I still feel it when you say it out loud
It was your name I used to memorize
When I quit I start thinking about your eyes
I feel you when moon rises up and when sun shines
In the coming days ill be waiting you, you are my surprise
Save me before my life is over and my heart dies
Come to me before I forget your name
To save me from the ashes I became
I'll forgive and on you I won't put any blame
It wasn't me; it was you the one who came
You were walking, the walk of shame
You were always wrong and I did not complain
Pardon me; I don't want to play this game again
There was nothing good in you I can gain
I had enough from your love, and from your pain
They won't think of you, oh! Yes they're my heart and brain
I'll go away and leave you if you please don't mind
I loved you till the love itself became blind
I searched for love in you it was impossible to find
I was loyal and faithful and you weren't even kind!
The question I want to ask you is "why?"
With me you lived in happiness, and you made me cry?
I was doing everything to keep you alive, and you do not care if I die!
All these things did not change you didade it worth to try?
I said all the truth, and your hobby was to lie!
Stop it! Stop all the lies and don't defend
We came to a point named "The End"
So please give me back my heart you wanted to lend
Do not cry or show even tears, don't pretend
So to pick up your stuff you have to bend
From my window I saw you leaving
I was watching you without a second of believing
My eyes shouted and my heart cried
Suddenly my world became so wide
I watched you gone without coming back
I closed my eyes and prayed with tears
To come back and from me you take all these fears
And my surprise came; yes it was your embrace
I opened my eyes and saw a look of grace
In my eyes you were looking deeply
I said "I wasn't sure you will feel me"
The rewanswas a wonderful smile
Forgive me, and here is a flower on your grave