You just keep pushing me further away
leaving me helpless with all of this pain
still you are running from your fears inside
I'm the one trying and your just so blind
so you lock the door but this window leaves so little light
as i stay here and beg you for one last night
and I'm rapping and tapping on your chamber door
while I'm patiently waiting still begging for more
and your in there lying and wiping your tears
all of this caused by events of this year
and your heart just gets colder and head sinks so low
into your hands now i want you to know
you just keep pushing me further away
leaving me helpless with all of this pain
still you are running from your fears inside
I'm the one trying and your just so blind
i feel helpless in this prison that you've created for me
like a spell I'm bound to you never to be free
you've hidden away from me for quite sometime now
i wanna help, i try to help, but i don't know how
cause every time i try you just push me away
all your actions contradict every word that you say
so I'm asking, do you really want me to go?
this is just how i look at things and i just thought you should know
you just keep pushing me further away
leaving me helpless with all of this pain
still you are running from your fears inside
I'm the one trying and your just so blind