Numb

You had me convinced
That you were my friend
I could always trust you
forever, until the end

We started out great
Our love growing fast
You made me feel like
This would always last

My smile fading
As you got mad the first time
Screaming at me
For something, not even a crime

The text time you got mad
You hit me first
But I deserved it
I shouldn't have cursed

I shouldn't have done this
I could've tried harder
I'm sorry i failed
But please don't shout louder

The bruises apparent
Getting bigger each time
But I deserved it
So I wont fight back this time

I'm sorry I'm such a fu// up
And cant do anything right
So if that'll help you get it out
Like it helps me to write

It doesn't hurt anymore
Every part of me is numb
I fall on the floor and lay
As almost struck dumb

So thank you for proving
Just how blind love is
When i leave you standing
It's always me you'll miss.