Why?I just wanna die

Why am I here?
Why am I alive?
Cuz all i wanna do is die

i upset my friend
and I wanna do so much more
I wanna cut myself
I wanna kill myself
I wanna do anything as long as i'm not here

I have the razorblade
it's just that i promised
i promised I wouldn't do it again

I don't wanna hurt her feelings
but what should i do?
I can't just sit here and do nothing
I just can take this s**t no more..

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