On Top Of Everything That Is Weak

Lay your head on my shoulder and sleep
Think of me of strong and I don't weep

Picture me on top of everything that is weak
That someday I will find something to seek

Think of me as that girl who doesn't tear herself down to live
Don't realize the blood stains on my clothes and don't pretend I don't give

Pretend I'm happy and I don't cry to drown
Look at me and see I'm wearing my death gown

Don't imagine me wishing to be alive
Don't think that I have something to strive

Don't believe that the smiles are real
I have deeper thoughts to feel

Don't act as if you don't see me wanting to die
I know you keep reassuring yourself to think it is a lie