Staying up all night,
Because I can`t sleep.
I`ve lost site,
All because these memories I keep.
All the stuff going,
On in my mind and heart.
All the stress,
It`s all just one big mess.
Thinking about sh*t,
And then throwing a fit.
It makes me wonder,
If life`s worth living.
As the tears roll down my wet cheeks,
I think about how bad life reeks.
I can`t stand the life I lead now.
I decided I was gonna change for the good,
But then when i started,
All is stuff happened and my world came tumbling down.
And now I`m lying on the ground asking god,
To help me, can`t he see I`m troubled?
Some people want it all but i don`t want much at all.
All I want is God and the love of my life.
So I`m gonna do that.
I get down on my knees,
Praying and asking god to forgive me.
For I have sinned can`t you see,
I need help,
I can`t make it all by myself.
We`ll start touchily freshly new,
So here I am to ask you God if you`ll renew me too?
Forgiving many errors that I`ve made,
And let me try again dear God to walk closer in thy way,
Now all I need in my life is the love of my life.
And it will be complete again,
All because I went back to the heart of an old friend.
And now I wont have to go to bed,
Anymore wishing I was dead.
