I can't help it and I don't know why.
But it makes me cry.
And you are all I think about sometimes.
And I know I will never be good enough for you.
No matter how hard I try. I'm turning myself into one big lie.
I don't know why you cant see it.
I don't even know if you feel it.
But its driving me insane its sitting their rotting my brains.
You will never be able to tell.
And I don't even think you would care.
Because the feelings we both have, we don't even share.
I twist and turn and I cringe inside. And I cry. I live my life denying this whole all of this. But I only do it because its only my wish. and I have to accept it wont even come true, but i guess I'm just as lucky as to known you.
