Love, pain, and lonliness.

I should be used to this by now..
I already know how the story goes..
its not a happy one..
not for me...
I was stupid to hope for anything different..
Oh God please take me...I don't wanna live if it means going it alone.
Love was meant for someone else...so why am I tormented every time you tell me your falling in love?
If you really mean what you say, then why can't you let her go?
You tell me not to cry but how can I stop the bleeding that pores from my broken heart every time you mention her name?
No-matter how hard I try, it always rains...
once again I'm fading away...
once again I can't stay away...
If love is only pain then why does it hurt so much to live without it?
Every time you hold me in your arms, a silent whimper escapes my lips when I realize you have to let go, because now I know what I've been without.
No-matter how hard I try, it always slips away...
How much more of this do you expect me to take?