Its been five months since you've been gone.
I love you so much is it so wrong.
I am scared cause I don't if you will always be there.
you might not come back and I would be so sad.
I want you to know that I love you . Even though we don't speak doesn't mean you can't believe . I'm hurting cause you said I couldn't trust you well if you hadn't cheated then I wouldn't doubt you and think things through.
I don't know what to do cause I still love you and want to spend the rest of my life with you and love you but I cant trust you . I've given my heart and it's hard to give it again if you have proved that trust is out of the question.
You say its my fault that I have trust issues well if you hadn't did what you did then I wouldn't have had to end every thing that I loved . Trust is a hard thing to give when you can't give back.
