What i want

While home-
ive discovered feelings toward you
i never thought id have.
its so strange
but suddenly....
the lines begin to blur around our friend ship

and

my life begins to take off
in the hopes of things to come
maybe
its called maturing
maybe im growing apart from you

who knows whats to come
all i know right now
is what i want....
and i really want to _____________

and

see...
im doing fine without my meds
things seem clearer
then before
and my eyes seem to be wide open

honesty shoots from my mouth
from a pac...
maybe you wont like this honesty
this different picture

but
the paint is getting muddy
and the water is growing thin
seems like i dont need you anymore
'til the end.

whats to come?
i know...
you think you do
you have some preconcieved notition
and you know what...
THAT ALL ABOUT TO CHANGE