What Am I Doing Here?

Alone and depressed
Nothing to take me out of this jest

Tears and mascara stains
Why is it me that’s in this pain?

What have I done wrong to deserve this?
I always kept silent and never did I let out a hiss

Feeling sorry for myself, pathetic I know
But there is nothing that will ever make me glow

I need to get out of here I need to be released
What am I doing here what is this it's nothing close to a feast